Problem Solved

So this week again was 1 pound! But after I had been up for a little bit, and hadn't eatten yet I had used the washroom one more time before eatting, and weighed myself again and it went down 2 pounds! So I'll take it! This past week was equally hard with Cheyanne. We had a bad time Monday putting her to bed, and it just ended up pushing me over the edge emotionally. Tuesday I worked the whole day with a stress headache that wouldn't go away, luckily my mom came to the rescue and took Cheyanne for a few days so we could get her room in order, and so I could catch up on some well needed sleep! We had also bought her a dream catcher as she would either say she was scared of bad dreams, or of her big bed(which unfortunitly was still in her room and she was just sleeping on the old one) But while being gone I took the old one down, and my co-worker bought it for her granddaughter. She slept great at my mom's house and so we hoped it'd be the same at home, luckily last night her first night home, she went to sleep no problems and slept the whole night! So glad that hopefully this problem is over!! So now that I'm mostly caught up on sleep, time to try to get my head back in the game of losing weight!

Rough week

So this weeks weight results were 1 pound down. I'm happy with it, of course I want it to be more, but I know that it's not safe to lose to fast. I'm actually surprised I lost anything at all. It was a tough week, I ate properly, but my working out was lacking. We had many issues with Cheyanne not wanting to sleep in her own room this past week, so I've been lacking on sleep and definitly energy. Luckily last night with a few changes (like her bed and some night lights) she slept in her own bed with only waking up once, to go to the bathroom, then back to her own bed to sleep!! Here is hoping problem solved with that, as I'm not sure how many more late late nights and early mornings I can handle! So this week, new goal is to make up for this past one and work out my 4 or 5 days and to fully stay on track with eating.

Been Forever

Well it dawned on me that I haven't written on here in pretty much a year! We have still kind of been trying but with many difficulties seeing as my cycle is soo very rare! 4 weeks ago I decided it was time to make some lifestyle changes. I know that part of my cycle issues is that I'm very much overweight. They say in many over weight people they produce different hormones which sometimes makes their cycle only a few times a year. Lately I seem to get it 2 months back to back then nothing for 2-3 months, which obviously makes it very difficult to conceive! So I am now on a diet that involves counting calories, and such. I pretty much joined a free website and based on your height and weight and how much you wanna lose by when, it gives you a certain amount of calories, carbs, fat and proteins to intake a day and so far in 4 weeks I've lost 14 pounds. It's definitly hard to change so many things in your life at once, but it's something I want and need to do for my health, and if I want any chance of having a second child. We have decided to continue to try during all these changes, if I somehow happen to become pregnant during it, I plan to continue it during my pregnancy(and after) which wont be hard seeing as with my first pregnancy I only gained 8 pounds total, and after having my daughter, was 20 pounds less then pre pregnancy. So fingers crossed for a successful weightloss journey as well to eventually become pregnant. I think I'll be updating this more now, to track my journey. Not that I really have many readers. But still at least something for myself.